Hey everyone.

This is about my 5th time I'm blogging today, I swear this will be the last one for tonight hahaha.

So a couple of weeks ago I found out how important it was to make goals for yourself, and actually try working towards *fulfilling* those goals. Now when it comes to planning or setting goals for myself, I'll be on board for about a week or so, and then totally forget about it or just flat out not follow through with the goals I had set for myself. I hate that. I hate not finishing anything I start because in the end you just feel like sh** for not putting in as much effort as you should have to being successful in whatever you were trying to be successful at.

Last night I couldn't sleep at all, so I just stayed up thinking about things like my future and were I see myself in about 6 or 7 years. I hope to have a good successful business by then, a nice home somewhere in California, Atlanta, or New York, and set finacually. Then I also started to think about were I wanna be as far as my hobbies: Art, music, and writing.

Recently, I was suffering the net like I usually do and came across this amazing site full of this guy named Adam's graphic designs. I was blown away by this dudes talent and wanted to be able to stuff like that. I just think graphic or digital photography is so cool. It's something thats always caught my eye.

My music, I hope to get out there. I like to write and produce music. It's always been a hobby of mine since I was about eight or nine years old when I got my first keyboard and master all the beats on it. I grew up knowing music was always going to be a passion of mine.

As far as my writing goes, I don't see myself in a writing profession. As much as I luv to write, I can't see myself doing it when told to. I like to be free when I write. It's just another hobby of mine. But then again, you never know. I could end up writing a book someday, but even then I don't want writing to be my profession. I do hope someday I have a successful blog site of my own like the site "Jia-TV."

Now, what can I do to help fulfill my goals of becoming a successful entrepreneur, graphic artist, and music-producer? I'm planning on taking a business class over the summer to learn some of the skills needed to run a good strong business. I'm also in the process of trying to find a graphic art class that I can take over the summer as well. And my music, I want to start taking guitar lessons, I pretty much taught myself how to play but I want to also be taught by someone who can teach me a couple of tricks or two. Also I'm going to start learning how to use this program I got for christmas called "Fruity Loop." It's a really expensive and professional program many producers in the music industry use today to make some of the hottest tracks out there.

Gosh, it seems like there's so much for me to do, I don't know how I'm gonna find the time to actually start fulfilling these goals. I'm planning by April 1st, to have found everything I need to to fulfill my goals and start working towards fulfilling them. I know it's gonna be a lot of hard work, frustration, and sweat, but I'm willing to do whatever it takes to be success in whatever I want to do in life.

I wanna encourage all of my fellow B-Stream readers to join me in this "goal fulfilling" ride. I'd be cool if some of my you did this with me and we could post each week or two on our progress.

Anyway, pray that I actually fulfill my set goals. Hope you all find something you enjoy and work towards being successful at it. JOIN ME .

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I swear, the school I'm at is just FULL nothing but immature people. It drives up the wall how so many people still act like there in the muf***in third grade. When are you gonna grow up? Seriously. There's a couple of those people in some of my classes and let me tell you, I just wanna slap the sh** out of all of them. Playing tag, poking each other, throwing spit balls and sh** are things you should have grown out of after elementary school. Unfortunately, some people don't. I sit by one of those people and back in middle school I was close with this person, and they acted way more mature then than they do now. What the hell happend? This person really doesn't get that I don't wanna play while I'm in class. I don't wanna play duck duck goose with you and your dumb a** friends when I'm trying to pay attention and pass a class in which I'm just barely passing in. Not the time for that sh**. I know I probably sound like such a negative person right now, but f*** it, I'm just so tired of people's stupidity. It's even worse when girls act like that, its a complete turn off for me. Not hot at all. Act your age, not your da** shoe size, please.

Anyway, post your thoughts.

Hey B-Streamers.

Everything in life changes in someway shape or form change, people included. Sometimes this is a hard concept for some of us to understand, including myself.

I have this friend who I've been friends with for about 4 years now. All last summer and the summer before that we hung out together almost everyday. This was the kind of friend you could have a good time with even when there was nothing to do. There was never a dull moment when we were hanging out. When the school year started this year, we still continued to hang out but not as much we use to. We both had seperate groups of friends that we hung out with in school. Now it's almost the end of the school year and we don't even talk, it's even awkward saying hi anymore. I'm the kind of person who hates change, and what I hate even more is drifting a part from a friend. I hate the feeling a loosing someone who I think is a good friend.

Now, I'm also the kind of person who will not beg for your friendship. I've made efforts in the past to see if this friend wanted to hang out sometime but there was always an excuse or they would never follow through with the plans. If you feel like you need to move on, I'll move out the way and open the door for you. I just feel like putting in so much effort into a friendship that the other person doesn't care about anymore is a complete waste of time. It's pointless. Now before any of you think I'm some heartless person, know that I really do care about the people around me and the friendships that I have, but when things change (or in this case people), there's no need to try and hold on to something that's obviously not there anymore.

Anyway, I just wanted to vent a little bit about that. Thanks for reading. Post your thoughts.

I wanted to wait until tomorrow to post this blog, but I'm just sitting here at my computer bored so I decided to go ahead and post it anyway.

I've been reading many of my fellow B-Streamers blogs and realized that many of you tell a lot about yourself. So I figured I should go ahead and jump on the bandwaggon and tell my readers a little something about myself too. Here's 5 random facts about me:

#1) Many of you have probably already caught on if you've been reading my past blogs (or maybe you haven't) that I am a high school student. A junior to be exact, and I'm enjoying my year.

#2) I collect CD's. I have about 210 CD's right now. I've been a collector since I was about 10 or 11 years old. I just love music, its my life.

#3) I hate cheese. I just think it taste absolutely disgusting. I've always hated cheese ever since I was a toddler. I just refuse to eat it.

#4) I want to be an entrepreneur someday. I want to own my own business and be my own boss. I just don't want to have to work at a job were I'm constantly being told what to do, I like to be free.

#5) I'm a little OCD. I always have to have things a certain way. My room is always clean (well, not always) because things just have to be in the right spot haha. I'm this way when it comes to almost everything, even my truck. I know, sad right?

*BONUS* I play the piano, drums, and guitar (sorta). I've been playing piano for about 7 years, drums for 3, and guitar for a couple of months.

Thanks for reading. Post your thoughts.

I want to go back to my first blog entry and continue on that subject, and if you haven't (or didn't want to) read my first blog, it was basically talking about how people just don't respect people anymore. People seem to be confused on what the word "respect" means now a days. People just feel that they can talk to or treat anyone any kind of way and that it's ok. Maybe this is the way society's always been and I've just been blind to it, but it's becoming more and more apparent to me each day. I'm tired of dealing with people that think there above everyone else.

Today I went out and had luch with a friend, and as we were walking back into school, I over heard these three girls who (to them think they're "the sh**") were making fun of this girl who was a little bit bigger than they were. They were making comments like "yah, she can totally be a model" or "I wish I was her, hahaha" and this girl they were talking about can obviously hear them. The girl didn't say anything and just continued walking into school in silence and probably hurt.

Now, I'm one of those people who hate to see others hurt. I've always been that way ever since I was little. If someone fell off the monkey bars, I'd be the one to run over and see if you were ok even if I didn't know you that well. But the thing I hate even more than seeing someone hurt, is someone who gets pleasure or some type of enjoyment out of someone elses pain. What kind of sh** is that? People like that are so f***ed up to me and deserve to be treated the way they treat others. Now, I know by treating them how they treat others will only make the situation worse, but I wish there was someway people could get a taste of their own medicine without escalating the problem.

People, you don't have to be an a**hole to make yourself feel good. People like that seriously need reality-check and realize how lame they really are.

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