I know I've been absent for about a week and a half now, but that's because I'm away on vacation! And trust me, this vacation was greatly needed. I'm in Myrtle Beach, staying at this amazing hotel on the beach, just in total amazement at how beautiful this place is. Now this isn't my first time in Myrtle Beach, but in the past, everytime my family and I would come here, we would always stay with family. And to me, staying with family isn't really vactioning, it's visiting. We would end up just hanging around our cousins or grandparents houses, not really getting the real effects of a vacation. But this time around it's just great.
Now I know I had said in "Where's Tyler? (Part One)" I would be breaking that post up into three parts, well as I started to write the third part the other day, I realized I kind of wanted to keep that particular situation off the internet. Not saying it was anything huge, but because it dealt a lot with my family and close people in my life. I just didn't feel right putting anyone of them on blast. But just know everything is good now and...yah.
So the girl I had talked about in "Where's Tyler? (Part Two) is also away on vacation, which is extremely good for the both of us because we really needed sometime apart, or at least I did. She went out of the country so she won't be able to use her phone and call me up or anything. Not saying I don't want to talk to her but we just need a complete and total break from each other...phone included. When you're around someone 24/7 and don't ever get a chance to just..be alone, you start to loose patience with that person and easily get annoyed with them. And for me, that's what was happening between me and her. She just started to do things that really got under my skin. But again, this break was greatly needed.
So I had to take two plane rides from Alaksa and then from Detroit to get to Myrtle Beach. The first plane ride was extremely long. 7 and a half hours of just sitting, and not being able to sleep..at all. What made it even worse was I was sitting next to this lady, she was kind of old so I didn't say anthing to her, but she slept all up on me the whole ride to Detroit. I mean, her head was in my face the whole entire ride. Then the only thing that was keeping me content, which was my iPod, had ran out of batteries. And THEN when the lady sitting next to me woke up, she went on and on talking about her life story and how unfortunate everything in her past was. Now I think I'm a pretty nice guy but da**, no one wants to sit there and listen someone complain about their life and talk about s**t no cares about. I had to finally get up and go to the bathroom and wait for her to fall back asleep before I went and sat my a** back down.
I have been in Myrtle Beach for a week now and I still haven't adjusted to the time setting. Alaska is about 4 hours behind, so when it's time to go to bed and call it a day, I'm still up and no were near being tired until about 5 or 6 in the morning. So while I was up last night, I was flipping through the channels on TV and came across this show called "Locked Up Raw". It's a show about prison life and they go around interviewing some of the prisoners there, seeing why and how they got locked up. Those people were crazy. This one guy in they interviewed suffered from schizophrenia, and the reason he got locked up was he thought his dad was stopping the second coming of Jesus, so he killed him. He tied his dad up to a chair and started scream religous hymns at him. Then his dad got himself untied, but fell while running, and then got stabbed a few times and died. The guy did much worse to his dad after he died but I don't wanna go into details. It's just crazy what the mind can make people do sometimes. Also, I flipped to MTV and heard this awesome cover to the song "Free Falling" by John Mayer. That is definately one of my favorite song right now. I'm gonna try and find the video and post it up later.
I swear, drama always starts when I'm gone. I recieved an e-mail from a friend today telling me about some situation their caught up in with this other person. Now this particular friend I never hear from until they're in some drama. I'd e-mailed this person a few days ago just seeing how things were going in the AK, never got a response from them until they needed something. And 95% of the time, that's the way the friendship goes. I think I'm gonna hold off on responding to the e-mail until I get home next week. I just wanna relax before school starts up again and not have to deal with other peoples bulls*** right now.
Anyway, I'm done rambling for now. I hope everyone has a great sunday and is making the most of what's left of summer.
While I was on my hiatus, I spent a lot of my free time with a friend (who's a girl by the way) almost everyday. We'd drive around, watch movies at my place or just go walking somewhere. We've been friends for two years now. We met in school, and the way we met was kinda funny. Her and her friend were in a fight and her friend came up to me and had told me what was going on. So I kinda mediated the situation, gave them both some advice and they eventually settled their differences. After that, we continued to talk and hang out which kept the friendship going. We've been through a lot together, a lot of good times and a lot hard times. We know a lot about each other. She's just an awesome person to hang with. At tiimes, some of her actions get on my nervous but I eventually get over it.
But recently, things have changed. She's just become this totally different person. She's extremely (and I don't mean to sound mean by this but) emotional, clingy, and needy. She calls me constantly wanting to do something and when I tell her I can't, she gets upset and says I don't want to hang out with her anymore or I'm trying to leave her (mind you, we're not going out). She hates me hannging out with my other friends and doesn't want me even looking at my phone around her. She's become extremely controling and even tricks me into doing things sometimes.
Now I still really care about this girl, she's one of my best friends, but recently I don't know what to do with her. She's just been causing so much stress and drama for me, acting as though we're married. And I don't know if I like her like that. I mean I use to when we first starting hanging out, but then I started to notice things that I didn't really like. And now it's just getting worse. She called me one night at 3 in the morning crying saying that she doesn't want me to leave her and she wouldn't know what to do if I left her.
She want's to know everything about me. Can't hide ANYTHING from her and she's always accusing me of lying to her. She even drove past my job one time just to make sure I was at work, and also did that when I was at home too. She's just not the same person I knew 2 months ago. She's more like my wife now then my friend.
So my question to you guys is, is it possible for a girl and guy to just be friends without it getting complicated?
Again, I really care about this girl and maybe one day we might go out. But right now, I don't know how I feel about her. I can't really explain our relationship, it's complicated. I use to always be the one to chase after her and be the one fighting for our friendship, now it's the opposite. She's constantly chasing me. I'm barely explaining right now. But again, is it possible for a girl and a guy to just be friends without it getting complicated? And what should I do. I really don't know.
Post your comments.
Here's the new T-Pain single "Can't Believe It" from his forthcoming album "Three Rings".
Ok. So a month and three weeks ago, I had ordered two CD's online from this independent record store. Both CD's are from the same vendor. When I purchased the items from them, they sent me an e-mail stating that they would ship my orders within 4-5 business days. Ok. Tell me why I haven't recieved anything from them yet and it's going on 2 months come next week?
It's so frustrating when online stores do this sh**. What makes it even worse is I've been e-mailing the guy who's in charge of all the orders EVERYDAY for the past 3 weeks now and everyday it's a new story on why my orders havn't shipped yet. What the f***? Are you f***ing kidding me right now? Everyday this dude has another excuse as to why my orders haven't left his da** office. the first one was "we're backed up on orders".Ok. Second one was "your address was wrong, can you give us your address again?".Ok? And now the latest one, "we never recieved a payment"....ARE YOU FREAKIN' FOR REAL RIGHT NOW? I have receipts for both orders clearly showing that I sent money to you and the receipts have your company name on them. Plus, my paypal account shows me that you recieved money for both orders. It's just getting f***ing ridiculous. I just don't understand how hard it is to put two little orders in the freakin' mail with my name and address on it. Why make up excuses and LIES everyday as to why my order can't get out the door. You have my money, so why can't I have my orders?
So after reading todays bulls*** e-mail, I called the company that this guy works for and told them what was going on and gave them my order numbers and even read some of the bulls*** e-mails I've recieved from that one dude. So now their going to e-mail the order guy and keep track of my orders for me. My frustration isn't so much towards me not recieving my orders, but towards MY MONEY being involved. The money I work long hours to get every two weeks. I don't play bulls*** games when it comes to my money. And I told the lady on the phone that if I don't recieve my orders within the next 10 days, cancel my orders and give me my money back. I'm done with this sh**.
Anyway, just needed to vent a little, get some of this frustration out before I go to work in an hour.
It's been awhile. I just got home from work and finally have time to update my blog. Things have been non-stop busy for the past couple of weeks for me, so it's been hard to find the time to update. I did occasionally stop by and check up on a couple of blogs and comment/message people back who commented me. But now I'm officially back, and not going anywhere. Since I have a lot I think I'm gonna break this update up into 3 posts.
Since June 23rd, I've been working working and working almost everyday (except for sundays) non-stop. I wake up every morning at 6 because I have class from 8 to 11. After class i usually hang out for an hour or two. Then go home, rest for an hour, then get up and get ready to go to work. Even though I work a lot, it's still a lot of fun and I enjoy my job. The people I work with are cool (well there are some who get on my da** nerves) and the customers are friendly. My first day went well. The first two days were training days, after that, they expect everyone to know what their doing. It was a tad bit stressful trying to figure out how to do everything in two days but I eventually got the hang of it.
I'm learning a lot about people in the work place. I'm learning that not everyone has your best interest in mind, and anytime they get a chance to make themselves look better, even if they make you look like a fool in the process, they'll do it. I'm also learning what the real meaning of WORK is, hahaha. But it all pays off in the end. I just recieved my first paycheck last friday and now have a nice amount of money in my new account. Now that I'm making my on money, it's hard to spend it haha. I use to buy stuff all the time, even things I knew I didn't really need. But now I barely go into stores unless it's for a good purpose. The only thing I've bought so far with my paycheck was a laptop case, which I returned the next day because the case wasn't the right size. But haven't bought anything else since haha.
Anyway, Hope everyone had a great 4th of July (while I had to work that day). I'll have a few more posts up sometime soon. Oh, and thanks to everyone who had commented me and sent me messages asking how I as doing and where I was. You guys are awesome. Talk to you guys in the next post.
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. Now that I'm making my on money, it's hard to spend it haha. I use to buy stuff all the time, even things I knew I didn't really need. But now I barely go into stores unless it's for a good purpose. The only thing I've bought so far with my paycheck was a laptop case, which I returned the next day because the case wasn't the right size. But haven't bought anything else since haha.
). I'll have a few more posts up sometime soon. Oh, and thanks to everyone who had commented me and sent me messages asking how I as doing and where I was. You guys are awesome. Talk to you guys in the next post. 
