Hey B-Streamers.

Everything in life changes in someway shape or form change, people included. Sometimes this is a hard concept for some of us to understand, including myself.

I have this friend who I've been friends with for about 4 years now. All last summer and the summer before that we hung out together almost everyday. This was the kind of friend you could have a good time with even when there was nothing to do. There was never a dull moment when we were hanging out. When the school year started this year, we still continued to hang out but not as much we use to. We both had seperate groups of friends that we hung out with in school. Now it's almost the end of the school year and we don't even talk, it's even awkward saying hi anymore. I'm the kind of person who hates change, and what I hate even more is drifting a part from a friend. I hate the feeling a loosing someone who I think is a good friend.

Now, I'm also the kind of person who will not beg for your friendship. I've made efforts in the past to see if this friend wanted to hang out sometime but there was always an excuse or they would never follow through with the plans. If you feel like you need to move on, I'll move out the way and open the door for you. I just feel like putting in so much effort into a friendship that the other person doesn't care about anymore is a complete waste of time. It's pointless. Now before any of you think I'm some heartless person, know that I really do care about the people around me and the friendships that I have, but when things change (or in this case people), there's no need to try and hold on to something that's obviously not there anymore.

Anyway, I just wanted to vent a little bit about that. Thanks for reading. Post your thoughts.